So let's speak to failure. As author, it's part of the landscape you live in. Looking back through my writing files the other day, I totted up some seriously "lost" time: novels, short stories, miscellany that was never published. A rough estimate? Probably around 4-5 to five full years of writing that went nowhere.
But is that truly lost time? Wasted effort? I don't think so. For writers, every page we write makes us a tiny bit better: smoother, less self-conscious, more aware of our personal voice. With LitWeaver there is serious, short term loss but, I believe, some eventual reward for having stepped up and tried. In fact, "eventual" might have already arrived: I've plunged back into my own writing with energy and excitement that had, to be honest, waned over the years. Now the act of writing feels fresh and new. With some luck my reward for failure will be a book or two that would not have been written otherwise.
Addendum: LitWeaver offered work from over fifty top, YA authors, including my pal, Pete Hautman. Our authors were first to know about the shut-down of our app, and here is Pete's reply:
"About fifteen years ago a friend of mine set out to write, direct, and produce a feature length movie. Early in the process he asked me if I thought he was making a huge mistake by investing all his money, his credit, and his connections in the project. I said something like, “Would you rather be flat broke and disgraced and have made the movie, or spend the rest of your life thinking about what could have been?” He spent all his money, maxed out twelve credit cards, begged all his friends (including me) for money, and used every favor from every connection he’d ever made. He made the movie, it got no love, he declared bankruptcy, and now he’s selling real estate successfully, and seems to be quite happy. There is no moral to this story. Anyway, you have my undying respect and admiration for giving it a shot" (Pete Hautman)